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Name: marci Country: United States State: Nebraska Metro: Lincoln Birthday: 3/12/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: words. rain. listening. photos. music. laughing. friends. <3s. signs. traffic. gardens. shots and drops. red lights. heat. swimming. movies. hot chocolate. painting. sewing jeans. cassettes. coca-cola. summertime. things that smell good. riding in cars. going to parks. walking. ice cubes. pencils. trees. sun roofs. arby's. running. whispering. playing life. shutting up. getting kleenex. writing on paper. tearing paper up. spilling the ink. yawning. reading books. brushing hair. growing hair. licking ice cream. giving bad advice. looking at the sun. making tye dye. redecorating. story time. sunglasses. beads and braclets. sunsets. sunrises. waking up. but... mostly batman and president mueller [duh]. Expertise: laugh. a ton. all the time. i never really stop.
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Member Since:
4/18/2005
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| i'm heaven sent don't you dare forget i am all you've ever wanted what all the other boys all promised sorry i told i just needed you to know i think in decimals and dollers i am the cause to all your problems shelter from cold we are never alone coordinate brain and mouth then ask me what its like to have myself so figured out i wish i knew i hope this song starts a craze the kind of song that ignites the airwaves the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are with whoever they're there with this is war every line is about who i don't wanna write about anymore hope you come down with something they can't diagnose don't have the cure for holding on to your grudge oh it's so hard to have someone to love and keeping quiet is hard cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught we're concentrated on falling apart we were contenders now throwing the fight i just wanna believe i just wanna believe in us oh, we're so controversial we are entirely smooth we admit to the truth we are the best at what we do and these are the words you wish you wrote down this is the way you wish you voice sounds handsome and smart oh, my tongue's the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart and it's all from watching t.v. and from speeding up my breathing wouldn't stop if i could oh, it hurts to be this good you're holding on to your grudge oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love oh, so let it go we're concentrated on falling apart we were contenders, no throwing the fights i just wanna believe i just wanna believe in us this is intolerable this is the grace only we can bestow this is the price you pay for loss of control this is the break in the bend this is the closest of calls this is the reason you're alone this is the rise and the fall we're concentrated on falling apart we were contenders, now throwing the fight i just wanna believe i just wanna believe in us | | |
| if it makes you less sad i will die by your hand i hope you find out what you want i already know what i am and if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again and you can tell me how vile i already know that i am i'll grow old and start acting my age i'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate a crown of gold a heart that's harder than stone and it hurts a whole lot but it's missed when it's gone call me a safe bet i'm betting i'm not glad that you can forgive only hoping as time goes you can forget if it makes you less sad i'll move out of the state you can keep to yourself i'll keep out of your way and if it makes you less sad i'll take your pictures all down every picture you paint i will paint myself out it's cold as a tomb and it's dark in your room when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds so call it quits or get a grip say you wanted a solution you just wanted to be missed call me a safe bet i'm betting i'm not i'm glad that you can forgive only hoping as time goes you can forget so you can forget you can forget you are calm and reposed it lets your beauty unfold pale white like the skin stretched over your bones spring keeps you ever close you are second hand smoke you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins holding onto yourself the best you can you are the smell before rain you are the blood in my veins call me a safe bet i'm betting i'm not i'm glad that you can forgive i'm only hoping as time goes you can forget
-brand new, the boy who blocked his own shot | | |
| keep the noise low she doesn't wanna blow it shaking head to toe while your left hand does the "show me around" quickens your heartbeat it beats me straight into the ground you don't recover from a night like this a victim still lying in bed completely motionless a hand moves in the dark to a zipper hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "this is so messed up" upon arrival the guests had all stared dripping wet and clearly depressed he'd headed straight for the stairs no longer cool, but a boy in a stitch unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships up the staris: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up he keeps his hands low he doesn't wanna blow it he's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down his stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up but the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up the fever, the focus the reasons that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell die young and save yourself the tickle, the taste of it used to be the reason i breathe, but now its choking me up die young and save yourself she hits the lights this doesn't seem quite fair despite everything he learned from his friends he doesn't feel so prepared she's breathing quite and smooth he is gasping for air "this is the first time and last time" he says she fakes a smile and presses her hips into his he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides he's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like he is the lamb, she is the slaughter she's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her nothing that he tells her's really having an effect he whispers that he loves her but she's probably only looking for... up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up so much more than he could ever give a life free of lies and a meaningful relationship he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides he waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside | | |
| to be born is to be wrecked on an island | | |
| if you believe in magic just close those big eyes and think all the wonderful thoughts that arise and maybe if you dream it just right your toes will be over the treetops tonight and you'll be flying and from there you can see how the magic's in you, that the magic's in me | | |
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